Friday, January 28, 2011

Wonder Woman Type Ish and the Save Me Vibe

I had the realization that most of the dudes I've dated or had relationships with have this save me vibe about them. I don't know if its just my nature to want to grab someone, and let them see all the potential they carry along with the chips on there shoulder. Let me not forget the confusion that provides a fuckin roller coaster ride for me worse than some Cyclone shit. I can't help to be attracted to the dudes that feel they have something to prove to people. In all actuality we don't need to prove shit to anyone. I am often the light to the darkness they exude. Little do they know I am just as screwed up, but its all touch and go you know. I feel like people use problems, or bad behaviors as an excuse to not be with someone who HELLO could actually make your life alittle more fuckin enjoyable. I am not bitter. Trust. I am just trying to figure out what the balls to do. I certainly love my artsy dudes, and could by no means settle down with an investment banker that would just not rock with me. So is it possible at all to find a man in NY who is screwed up realizes it, but owns up to that shit? Who isn't looking to find a quick fix, but find a solution! I can't do this fixer uper ish anymore. I need an equal, and I don't mean money cause I don't have much of that. An equal on a spiritual, mental level. I don't wanna save someone I wanna exsist with someone.

Sunday, January 23, 2011

NEW POEM

Stand Alone  by: Tina G.

Rhythm
Repetition
Heartbeat
Drumbeat
Dark rooted every hair
Not naturally
But it always felt that way
The stories of the players
The rise and the fall
And what would you say if you could?
Up jump the boogie
You won't fight for me
And I don't mean fists behind bad memories deep rooted
Afterall can't put a heart there if it ain't beating
Then the butterflies come in
Just when you realize they have nothing to offer
Nor does the person who put them there in the first place
Run and Panic
Feel
The vibrations within band hoodies that fit us to snug
Because we're grown now
Take the past to the bridge
Watch it fall
Stand Alone

Friday, January 21, 2011

L.E.S. IS HOME

LITTLE PIECE OF A PLACE I CALL HOME




PEEP THIS MAG!

This Mag is so dope! I have found my new fave image muse within these pages. I will be working on some stuff with them soon! Keep your mascared eyes open for that!


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Thursday, January 6, 2011

IS IT TO LATE TO CHANGE MY ORDER?

Change!
A concept that not most can grasp. Change is painful, joyful, and a huge challenge. It is inevitable. I have a very Buddhist mind frame. I think change should be taught, felt, experienced, made love to. We live in a world where so many people are afarid to move forward. Change scares people makes them feel unsure. I myself have been in moments where I have felt this way, but when I am in it damn change feels good. We gotta really go through some hardship for the current to pass, and you will reap the benefits of change. It isn't to late to change your order. I like my life straight up, and with an extra side of pickles. Check please, and keep the change coming. Embrace Change!